Should the Muse evoke and speak, | am moved. The inspiration for my dance creations is sourced in the mundane as often as the transcendent: with fascination and meticulous observation of simple objects (a piece of stone, a grain of rice, a dead tree or the fragility and transparency of glass) to the complex realm of human conditions so intimately meaningful to me (love, loss, race, poverty, sexuality, spirituality, identity, ethnicity and gender). Ideas, reflections, events and experiences speak to me and touch me provoking my need to inquire into how they imbue and affect others in their private and public territories. | quote from the American contemporary dance pioneer José Limon, “The dancer is fortunate indeed, for he has for his instrument the most eloquent and mirac- ulous of all instruments, the human body.” | am a dancer who witnesses the mystery of the body —of what it can and can not do. To use the physicality to express inspiration through move- ment and dance is life force. The dancing body instruments my choreographic creations. Committed to an inspired idea, | create each dance in response to a calling, a gut connection. | listen and | make dance for a reason. The body and mind are inseparable. Dancing and choreographing is a lived experience, an inquiring and revealing time that has to exist in it’s righteous own. There is no other way. From ideas and research to creation and production, each choreographic process to me becomes a journey, a creative play, an event and a practice. Staying true to that journey, | have been schooled more often by hardship and failures to inquire deeper in my relationship to the form. Exploiting the possible and impossible has been both fearful and wondrous. Words cannot record all incidents or describe the specificity and purpose of events that contribute to human experience, especially artistic acts. | have followed and sensed my own time and direction, staying true to the particular space where my creative call and fire drew me. The choreography behind scenes, processes and craft- ing has taught me persistence, determination and constant discipline. Beyond the frame of time, | enter and exit the territory of the raw, refining period in the body’s movement discovery, exploring and producing. In a given work | often face the void, the not knowing, working with subconscious and conscious mind. The vulnerability and surrendering is an act of searching and “The dancer is fortunate indeed, for he has for his instrument the most eloquent and miraculous of all instruments, the human body.” -JOSE LIMON learning that leads to an eventual epiphany, a sacred creative bond. Dance and choreography are public performances and, as such, most of my works have been subject to reviews here in Canada and internationally. While analysis and critical thinking are always welcome, | find that review- ers often overlook the broader context and present their own points of view based on watching a single performance. Producing a showcase work is like carefully removing a delicate tapestry from a time capsule. The strands and phases of creative development are re-woven and re-as- sembled. It is this process that, instead of being routine, can be meaningful and transformative. Each work | built had singularity to the elemen- tal composition of the dance in structure, focus, and base. | journeyed along intuitive and inves- tigative routes from selecting dancers and other artistic collabora- tors to establishing the choreographic __ palette and dealing with stage details such as set, lighting, costumes, music and overall scenography. In the course of a decade producing these eleven full-length dance works, each work has pushed me to understand my vocation. Working full time as a full-fledged dance artist, taking risks at every level and corner, has been about survival in the arts. Transforma- tion, from visioning to seeing profound art come to fruition, has given me faith to continue. Art has given me strength to take more responsibility and duties as a creative player in the community. Performing and creating solos and ensemble creations has continued to challenge me to discover the tool of dance and body as a way to communicate and to practice the art of creation. Along the way, | have seen the need to integrate the language of movement with other art forms, in multiple mediums, to enrich compo- sitions and expand choreography. Collaborations and partnerships have become pillars to the method and breadth of my work, supporting the treatment, production, ethics and principles with which | attain the visioning and goals of artistic pursuit. | have learned to be pliant. | also seek to build genuine and creative relationships within the artistic community, interactions based on generosity and understanding. These creations have given me an opportunity to describe and portray my evolving self and my place in this world. Much has happened; changes have occurred. | have met and worked with diverse people of different